okay,tadika.

this monday,
ak akn start kerja.
as a teacher.
ye.dkt tadika perpaduan.
semalam ak dah pegi sane dahh.
jumpe ckgu laen,n budak2 tuu.
kecik gile kot dorg.
comell pulak tuhhh.
ade bdk tuuu..tarik2 kain ak.
ak pn duduk la.
adik aini:"akak skola kt mane?"
adah:"akak dah habis skola la syg,nk ajar aini la.eh?"
adik aini:'(angguk2)
adah:umur brape ni?"
adi aini:"6 tahun.
adah:"lahhh,keciknye,haha.dah pegi beratur."
adik aini:kne pggil akak ckgu la eh?"
adah:''haaaaa,yela.hee.dah2 pegi sane."
:)
alahaiii.
x saba tggu minggu dpn.HAHA

im not in the mood

yg hidup pasti mati?
knp xhidup selamanya?
xboleh ke?y cant we stay?
as a muslim lah kn,,
sy selalu takot,of course la.
kalo kte meninggal naty,
msuk kubur,da la dlm,
gelap,sorg,how cn i face that situation alone?
im not strong enough,ble igt je,
dah,mule la tuu,melelehhh.
sy bkn ape,cume takot.
bukan takot sikit,takut sgt,,terlalu takut.
err,bole x kalo along xnk msuk situ?
shutup saadah,dah manusia asl dr tnh,kt situ lah kte kembali.
faham?

you knw what,when they passed awayy,
suddenly,'puff!'.soalan bertubi2 muncul.
'mcmane dgn arwah,nekngah thn ke kt dlm tu?'
'arwah nk ktorg tggu ke,mungkin arwah takot.'
'ape yg arwah rse,dorg pukul dy ke?'
'tokngah,gembira ke,dy mesti ok kn?'
tppp,
hafiz ckp,
'jgn riso,Allah mesti jage dye naty,'
kalau ye,alangkah bagosnye......
sy mengharap...
sy ragu2,mcmane dgn dosa yg bertimbun nii?
mcmane kalo xsempat nk taubat?
so,skrg,dy da mule la,
act mcm zombi,pk2,pk sgt,
saadah,think at the positive side la..
semua akn berakhir dgn baik,
evrythings gonna be ok.
try u best,cube jd org yg baik.
buat baik,sangka baik,eh.

tokbabak,
atokahmad,
tokuda,
tokngah,
nenekngah,sufian."
rest in peace.
doa kami xkn putus.
insyAllah.

p/s:she's not so okay.ahhh,keep breathing saadah!

cerita sewaktu kecil

mase sekolah rendah dlu,
there's a boy with pale skin colour,
and cute ears.haha.
i remember that,

evry morning,he would went in to the class first,
and then,wait for me at the parking site for teachers.
yelahh,then,bila sy sampai,
saiful senyum..saiful salam umi,
ye,umi kn ustzah kt skolah.then,
we'll walk together to the class.
we didnt talk much,but i know he likes me.
sy ponn,sy suke dy jgk.

when the bell rings..time rehat kn,
saiful keluar dlu,
beli air 20sen tuu...
then,later onn.
sy pulak keluar..i ran quickly to the canteen.
haha,i know he'll wait for me,mcm biasa.
saiful nk makan dgn adah."
ok,tggu sini."

the end of the class,
as usual,saiful msti keluar dlu..
i'll go to meet umi for a while,
umi selalu balik lambt,meeting lah,apelah.
then,sy akan lalu dkt surau.
menuju ke gate sekolahh.
haha,saiful pegang aiskrim 2.
he knows tht i like ice cream sooo much,
tp dpt beli yg 50sen je,
saiful ckp duit xada.haha,
sb tu la saiful beli air je td time rehat,
he would like to buy me an icecream.
wahhhhhh,haha.
i kinda miss that moment,
..........................................................................................

this is the story when im in stndrd 4 n 5.
we're not couple,we just like each other.
sy tulis bila sy rinduuuu.
past few days,i met his little brother,
kak saadah eh,?akak cantikkk skrg."
(wahhh,kembang ak.ahahaha.)
we've grown up already,things changes,people changes,
now,im with him,
hafizshamlan.
lebih dr suka,lebih dr syg,jelas kpd cinta.
pehh,powerr kot ayat aku.haha.
he asked me,

H:agak2 time sy f1 awk nk ke sy eh?
S:haha,knape?
H:xdela.biasela,nerd,rmbut belah tengah,jongos sket.
S:hahahha.Oooo,eh?tp,adah rse xde org pon nk adah kot time tu.
H:sbb?
S:mase tu adah pendek dan buntal.!haha
H:hahahaha"",yeke?
S:xcaye tnye atyn n na,betol,adah x tpuu.
H:hahaha.naseb skrg da.......***........kn?
S:haha.yela tu. -__-

*its already 2.10am,n saadah still cnt keep her eyes close..knp eh?
p/s:because i miss u.
Ahhhhhhh.berkarat betol.hahaha.