Homesick

Ayah dengan umi baru je hantar harituuu, jumaat mlm,semalam dah rindu, sekarang pagi ahad, selalunya, pagi minggu mcm nii, ktorg semua bangun kelam kabut nak kene buat breakfst, atok slalu mkn pkul 9, simple je ktorg masak, kalau ad gulai,panaskan ,buat cekodok atau lempeng cicah,kalau malas,tu nenek. Acu rajin masak mee, bihun goreng. Umi, mesti masak nasi goreng cili api. Kalau adah pulak,paling malas, goreng telur je,cume bermcm jenis jgk la kan,yg telur kuning garing, kuning cair, basuh salad, bakar roti. Kalau na bajet western ,adah goreng a hot dog,haha,sng tak? Family ktrg 11 org tahu dalam satu rumah, memang penat kalau nak masak,mengemas ape lagi kan, haha. Haihh. Its okay laa.hrni kat tmn bahagia, masih dapat baring, belum dlm condition kene stdy,so, semua boleh tidurr,ahaha.jum?

Sweetdream,
Imy family.

Sayang nyaa

Bukan semua yang kita nak kita akan dapat, ill accept whatever happens, its okay,

Rafizi

For those who might wondering who he is,he is my bestfriend, haha. Say HELL O piji.haha.truely, seriously, I never have a person who cares toomuch about me, I am a bit curious act, I did have a crush on him before, at the first sem in our first year,but now, I dnt hve tht kind of feeling anymore,mybe because tht Ive met a new crush, hehe.Im glad to be your bestfriend piji, and Im sorry for the things I might hve said before, actions that might hurt you, feelings that ive been playing,  but friend,I dnt know la, the thing is, you hve change,  you are not the same person I knew as the first time we met.yeayy, silah and I used to said "Eeei,antara rama ramai tu,piji laa paling rajin,piji terror circuit", "dah siap lab?cube tanye piji" haha. I missed the old you, yang rajin, pandai, tak tidur dlm kelas,haha. Sometimes I feel like its me ,the one who drag u in these situation,in these kind of scenario,aku yg bg bad influence dekat kau, I woke up late evryday, i loveee to skip classes,I hate people for no reason, I treat people according to my mood but my mood swings evrydy, hence, i easily get angry.call me a troublemaker, I wont denied it, and disebabkan kau rapat dengan aku, perangai aku jadi ikutan kau,kott,haha,sorry kawan, when it was my birthday pun, kau buat mcmmcm, thankful gila waktu tu tapi tak tahu nak ckp kat kau, terima kasih jadi kwn aku piji,terima baik buruk ak, dengan ini, aku pun maafkan laa kesilapan kau,haha. Good friends, sekarang family pon dah good, kau mcm kwn ak dr kecik dah ni,haha.I promise u one thing piji, i'll be there in your future.no matter what happens, we ll be fine, :)

My baby 9360

When I first got this blackberry curve, I told my dad that I'm not intrested to it.Hence,I left it at home, and use my sony w9i to go to work.my mom tried it, and find it was okay.but then, a month later,I lost my beloved sony while playing games at arcades with yu, one of my friend at alikhsan ,hmm. It didnt have any choice,I took back the old baby and struggle myself to get used to it, at first,Ive been thinking a lot of ways to buy a new phne,i prefer touch screen act, I did persuade my dad to buy me a new one, it didnt work. Haha,poor me, :(
But luckily, I found it intresting after anna told me how to use it,and now, I preffer bb for future, remember that I told u I prefer touch sc? So Ive been thinking bold.haha,my dad promise to give me Bold bb version2013 if ,just if I get 4flat.its hard but I will try my best to make them proud,  ;)  i still love you babyy.

satu perkara kau tak akan tahu.

aku pernah suka gilaaa dekat kau, eeeeei,geram.hahaha.

Kenduri kahwin,

Harini saya pergi kenduri kahwin cina muaalaf, so sweet, tema bertemakan pakaian cina, ade tanglung ,but berciri cirikan adat resam melayu, ade kompang , bersanding, upacara makan beradab and soo on,they were all in red, strong colour for a wedding as strong as their passion in these luxury ceremony, hope they will be blessed, aminn,

Sayang

Familyyy,tiada satu pun dalam dunia ni lebih indah daripada mempunyai keluarga,in whatevr situation , or in your worst condition, home will always be the best place to get yourself relaxed and loved at the same time. Family will always love you, no matter what mistakes that you have done, im happy for what I have now, Alhamdulillah, praises to Allah SWT. Living in this world, I understand as human ,we all did mistakes, manusia kan? Typical lah kan, we compared, we cheated, we lied, we apparently attracted to do things that we have been told not to do so, perkara mazmumah, I am not talking about a person, its just trying to think back of things that we have done, things that we might have said.orang kata,muhasabah diri. I am wide awake now, i know we all have the brilliants side of ourself,its a gift from Allah, to help us to be able to survive in these comunity for these century. The past will stay ,and we have to move on.thats life. I knew,this one girll named as s,her boyfriend is my coursemates,we're both are in the same rps. We are not that close,the things that her boyfriend been doing are his problems. I dont even care, theres once before I get involve in my first sem at unimap,which I regret because girls they trust men so easily,they fall in love too deep till they can bare with lies and choose to believe whats is not real. I hate the fact that she trying to blame evrythings on my friend, u choose that guy instead of us ,we are sisters in Islam, and how could u say bad things about me, and my friends pulicaly in TL. Thats is soo immatured. Theres too many things that she said ,i know, I have a bad history back then, but surely, I hope,later , when you know the exact and real stroy that happened to me, you will regret every words and thoughts u have on me. I hope I can forgive you sincerely,one day. AMIN.Dear s, i already have thoose experience, and i had enuff of it, we are sisters in Islam,theres no need for you to feel insecure with me or my friends, watch your words, its such a waste to have a pretty face if you talk like an empty can.Hmm,whats the point for me out of these crappy said is,human , we make mistakes,but surely, its never too late to repent yourself dear.

Sincerely, sa'adah

A simple letter from rafizi

Rafizi suka bagi saya bunga ros,rose tissue, paper rose, and real roseee! Today dalam bas, piji bagi bunga rose kertas, "balik nanti bukak,baca",banyak hadiah sy dpt dr awk hrniii, hney star,snickers,letter and fooods,Ehemmm,Whuuuu, rafizi,sayaa menangis baca surat awak,awak baik.saya sayang awk,antara kawan yang saya paling sayang,awak laaa.awak sorg. Wuuuu T.T  its soo nice of you to apologize evrytime you screwed up ! Saya tahu saya angkuh sedikit, maaf  kawan, i still love youu, dont worry ,otehh?

Crushhhh

Awak tahu tak saya suka awak?

test ?

The tests again, I'm so lazy.too tired to study, n too obsessed towards harry potter movie again! Haha.Okayy. I only have 3 days to study. My girlfriends, they're in the lib. Not sure whether they're studying or gossiping.but at least,they have make an effort to it. Wish them luck in t there.haha. I'm homesick! U noe what, I feel like dying here.suffering fever and flu, n guess what? This is not the first time but 2nd! I've been here for only 2 months.Imagine you're in the lec hall,with a very low temp. Yesterday in math class, everybody was like shaking, the coldness were super hurting till you can no longer feel your feet! Okay! My bad I didn't bring my jacket, but the coldness and boredness force me to go out for about 15 miniutes to get my normal body temp. againn. There's no one that brave enuff to reset the temp. Or mybe its because that we don't know how! Haha. I went outside and have a lil chat with kiba and farra. Another sweetromantic friends of mine.there's no way for me to study during this condition. My mood swingg, a lot yesterday. Pray for my health guys. Love youu.

Okyyy,menda ni draft sejak minggu bila tah* haha

sygg,

haha.
he called me.then,hahaha"
tak tahu nk ckp ape. -__-
eh,whats wrong with you syg?
emmm,emmmm,emmmmmmmm.
ok,now,i forgot the thing that i want to talk about,
ish,nyanyuk la saadah niii.HAHA.
bialahh.

p/s:hey,i love ALL the song u sang for me.ngee :))

*eeiii,apehal saadah ni?gelii.geli dgn saadah.hehe

papadom"

Ohhhh.i do loveeee this movie ok.
yahh,ak da tgk cte nii at least 5 times x silap ak.
tp,still,nk tgk lagiii..nk tgk sampai muntah.
em,nk tgk lagi lahh.
im good today,just like a normal day.
ehh,i miss YOU,
yeah,you...weet!weet! HEH.


err,gtg guys.nk tgk papadom.HAHA"

girlfriend/boyfriend

do u need to show them off?
TIDAK!haha.err,dont take it personal.
im not teasing anyone.generally lahh kn.
to say "i love you"
is that easy?
yah,im refering to those those people yg,
nampk mcm kacang lahh bg korg to say those 3 magical words?
wahh,haha tolong lah weyh.
LOVE, i love you,
those 3 words could give u a BIG impact
to a person if u really mean it.ok?
Ntah la,sometimes,there's certain couples yg
terlalu gemar menunjuk2 perempuan/lelaki mereka.
pictures,romantics words lahh,siap letak kt ms/fb/fs.eh ade org gune lg ke?
haha.then,he's mine.this is my girl.my queen lahh,
Eyhhh,i know u guys happy,tp xpyh lah tunjuk sgt.
xde privacy lngsung eh?
even u guys letak beribu gamba ponn,
but the fact korg xla happy sebegitu,baik xpyh.
mcm x eklas..kn?haha.yg ko ni busybody sgt knp saadah?
im single and unavailable".HEH.syg,u xpyh ckp mcmtuu,
u buat diri u nampk despreate.menyedihkan lahhh.
haha.SORRY,tp kau xbole jual mahal sket ke dek?
yg bace ni mesti macam.eh,none of ur buisness lah saadah!sebok je!
yes,yes,i know ok,haha.jgn la marah.
this is just my selfthought.

But,for me lahh kan,
it would mean much much more if just the closest person know
about you n him/her.mybe just the two of you.its better,kn?
haha.taaaapi,kau dah telajak saadah,x pyh nk berangan.hehe,
tapii,act la mcm korg ni ade harge diri skit.errr,
just think about it again.okay?im sure,u'll get what i mean. :)


monkeylove,

okay,tadika.

this monday,
ak akn start kerja.
as a teacher.
ye.dkt tadika perpaduan.
semalam ak dah pegi sane dahh.
jumpe ckgu laen,n budak2 tuu.
kecik gile kot dorg.
comell pulak tuhhh.
ade bdk tuuu..tarik2 kain ak.
ak pn duduk la.
adik aini:"akak skola kt mane?"
adah:"akak dah habis skola la syg,nk ajar aini la.eh?"
adik aini:'(angguk2)
adah:umur brape ni?"
adi aini:"6 tahun.
adah:"lahhh,keciknye,haha.dah pegi beratur."
adik aini:kne pggil akak ckgu la eh?"
adah:''haaaaa,yela.hee.dah2 pegi sane."
:)
alahaiii.
x saba tggu minggu dpn.HAHA

im not in the mood

yg hidup pasti mati?
knp xhidup selamanya?
xboleh ke?y cant we stay?
as a muslim lah kn,,
sy selalu takot,of course la.
kalo kte meninggal naty,
msuk kubur,da la dlm,
gelap,sorg,how cn i face that situation alone?
im not strong enough,ble igt je,
dah,mule la tuu,melelehhh.
sy bkn ape,cume takot.
bukan takot sikit,takut sgt,,terlalu takut.
err,bole x kalo along xnk msuk situ?
shutup saadah,dah manusia asl dr tnh,kt situ lah kte kembali.
faham?

you knw what,when they passed awayy,
suddenly,'puff!'.soalan bertubi2 muncul.
'mcmane dgn arwah,nekngah thn ke kt dlm tu?'
'arwah nk ktorg tggu ke,mungkin arwah takot.'
'ape yg arwah rse,dorg pukul dy ke?'
'tokngah,gembira ke,dy mesti ok kn?'
tppp,
hafiz ckp,
'jgn riso,Allah mesti jage dye naty,'
kalau ye,alangkah bagosnye......
sy mengharap...
sy ragu2,mcmane dgn dosa yg bertimbun nii?
mcmane kalo xsempat nk taubat?
so,skrg,dy da mule la,
act mcm zombi,pk2,pk sgt,
saadah,think at the positive side la..
semua akn berakhir dgn baik,
evrythings gonna be ok.
try u best,cube jd org yg baik.
buat baik,sangka baik,eh.

tokbabak,
atokahmad,
tokuda,
tokngah,
nenekngah,sufian."
rest in peace.
doa kami xkn putus.
insyAllah.

p/s:she's not so okay.ahhh,keep breathing saadah!

cerita sewaktu kecil

mase sekolah rendah dlu,
there's a boy with pale skin colour,
and cute ears.haha.
i remember that,

evry morning,he would went in to the class first,
and then,wait for me at the parking site for teachers.
yelahh,then,bila sy sampai,
saiful senyum..saiful salam umi,
ye,umi kn ustzah kt skolah.then,
we'll walk together to the class.
we didnt talk much,but i know he likes me.
sy ponn,sy suke dy jgk.

when the bell rings..time rehat kn,
saiful keluar dlu,
beli air 20sen tuu...
then,later onn.
sy pulak keluar..i ran quickly to the canteen.
haha,i know he'll wait for me,mcm biasa.
saiful nk makan dgn adah."
ok,tggu sini."

the end of the class,
as usual,saiful msti keluar dlu..
i'll go to meet umi for a while,
umi selalu balik lambt,meeting lah,apelah.
then,sy akan lalu dkt surau.
menuju ke gate sekolahh.
haha,saiful pegang aiskrim 2.
he knows tht i like ice cream sooo much,
tp dpt beli yg 50sen je,
saiful ckp duit xada.haha,
sb tu la saiful beli air je td time rehat,
he would like to buy me an icecream.
wahhhhhh,haha.
i kinda miss that moment,
..........................................................................................

this is the story when im in stndrd 4 n 5.
we're not couple,we just like each other.
sy tulis bila sy rinduuuu.
past few days,i met his little brother,
kak saadah eh,?akak cantikkk skrg."
(wahhh,kembang ak.ahahaha.)
we've grown up already,things changes,people changes,
now,im with him,
hafizshamlan.
lebih dr suka,lebih dr syg,jelas kpd cinta.
pehh,powerr kot ayat aku.haha.
he asked me,

H:agak2 time sy f1 awk nk ke sy eh?
S:haha,knape?
H:xdela.biasela,nerd,rmbut belah tengah,jongos sket.
S:hahahha.Oooo,eh?tp,adah rse xde org pon nk adah kot time tu.
H:sbb?
S:mase tu adah pendek dan buntal.!haha
H:hahahaha"",yeke?
S:xcaye tnye atyn n na,betol,adah x tpuu.
H:hahaha.naseb skrg da.......***........kn?
S:haha.yela tu. -__-

*its already 2.10am,n saadah still cnt keep her eyes close..knp eh?
p/s:because i miss u.
Ahhhhhhh.berkarat betol.hahaha.

ohohoh!

i missss you lahh!!!!!!!

*puas.haha

tipu sunnat.

haha,
ak selalu buat nihh!!


in the her bedroom.
umi:'along da solat?'
adah:'dah umii..!!,semalam~'
(haha.then,slps umi pergi.saadah akan berlari2 itik,ke bilik air,
ambik wuduk,dan solat.sbb dy takot mati xsempat taubat.hee)


didepan ktm kajang.
umi:'awk nk kelua dgn sape ni?'
adah:'atyn n na kott,'
umi;'kot?mane dorg'
*saadah took her cell phne,n acting like she was texting atyn.
suddenly,beep!beep!(that was not her msg tone act,haha).
screen shows;1 message received from 'hafiz gua'.
adah:'eh,umi,dorg da kt kaunter'
umi:'ohh,ok.jage diri.'
(ahhh,dosa lgg)


text message
h:'morning syg,rndu awk,haha'
s:'selamatpagi.imiss u too,hee'
h:'awk da mandi?'
s:'dah,kjap ehh..'
(kemudian spt biasa,she'll took her towel,n rush to the bathroom.
haha,then,lambt reply.aduh,she felt so guilty nk mati bile bohong kt laki.)
............................................................................................................
*beep!alaaaa,ngantoknye..rolling on her bed,
fellin sleepy.n later she'll check her inbox.'eh,syg ak msj lahh.
h:'awk buat ape?tga mkn eh?'
s:'hee,bru nk makan lahh'
h:'ohh,pegila mkn dlu,da abes text sye eh?'
s:'ok,hee'
(actually.saadah xpegi makan,sebaliknya menyambung tidur tadii.)


celcom credit
panggilan ke 'dad'.
adah:'hello ayah?hee,ayh2,along ank sape?'
ayah:'hah,ank ayh..knape?'
adah:'hee,belikn topup?'
ayah:'haa,da2,xde duit.kn haritu da topup.'
adah:'da expire.naty along ganti balik,eh,'
(xlame selepas itu,ayh balik,he's sweating after playing badminton dkt RTM.)
ayah:'ayah da balikkkk!nah topup along,'
adah:'trimekasihh'
ayah:'hah,duitnye mane?'
adah:'alahhh,dgn ank pn nk berkire.jap,,.'
*ayah saadah menunggu,n tetap menunggu dlm bilik disisi umi.
sb anknye,saadah,xdtg2.haha.she knows tht her ayh will just 'halalkn jelahh'.
pandai kan?


in the kitchen
nenek:'kau dah letak garam dah?'
adah:'dah,'
*and as usual,saadah xletak ponn lg.
so,when her nanny doesnt notice,
she'll grab the salt,n put la 2-3 cubit garam ke dlm kuali.hee.


what?
korg pon buat?!
hahaha,
i pon xtaw knape i act mcmtu kdg2.
myb sbb malas nk bertelagah,atau mendengar bebelan.
atau,xtau nk jwb ape.,,or,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ohhh,i dont hve any rasional reason act.
so,do u think that u really do know me,now?
haha.


thats all for todays entry,
kiss n hug from me,

cekodok

ahahaha.
tadi kan,ak try la..
nk buat cekodok.
dga atok nk mkn cekodok.
fine!along pegi buat.
:)

msok dapo.
mcm biaselah kn,buang kulit pisang.
lenyek2.letak gula,garam,air,tepung.
nah!
jadilah.hee
*saadah dgn confident nye,goreng la cekodok td.
tnpa menggunakn deria rase lidah,
cz she believe in her insting je ble masak.
eceh,haha. "pemalas".
admit jelah!kn? haih,
hah'msok je dlm kuali.
dy bia.bia je.
'haih,apesal x timbul2 godok ni?'
disebab kan leka membalik2 kn cekodok tersebut.
warnenye telah bertukar,m'jd gelap.
bkn shj gelap,tetapi hitam.nseb baik manis.
:)
dgn yakinnye dy hantar kuih tu ke living room.


adah:'nah,makan,along buat.hee'
nenek:'ya Allah.hitamnye,hangus ke long?'
adah:'eh,xlah..bkn mcm ni ke?mcmni la kn?'
nenek:'bukan laaa.warne cokelet je spttnye.
ni kurg garam nii.letak gula lg.tepong ckup.'
adah:'eleh,mkn jgk.hehe.ala,bia la.mls nk outer lg.'
angah:'awk buat bnyk ni jeke long?'
adah:'kejap2,tga msk.

(saadah berlari2 ank ke dapo.teros angkat cekodok.
kali ni warne dy smakin cerah,wahhhhh!pki fair n lovely kau ye?haha)

(naimangah suke,haha.hitamanis.hee.
walopn gelap,tp sedaaaaap.yg penting hati.
masak kne ekhlas.kate umi la.. :))

adah:'nah tok, :D'(saadah menghulurkn kpd atoknye)
atok:'ape yg xsdp nye?sdp je ana mkn.'(smbil mngunyah)
nenek:'xde,kurang gula hahh,ana rase.'
atok:'da kne da nii,da long,xpyh tuka.'
nenek:'hmmm,yelah.cucu jelah pandai masak.ana x retii.'
atok:'tgk nenek kau tu,tua2 merajuk!'
hahaha''


p/s:lauk tgh hr td,ak buat gulai pucuk meranti.haha,
tringt pulak dkt gulai pucukubi fav fmily mentua ak. ;)

mak ieka tunang. :))

esok,
19.dis.09.
mak ieka n abg yazid akn bertunang,
mlm td,ak pegi uma mak ieka.
yela,tlg2 mane yg ptt.
then,xlame pastu ade org dtg,psng pelamin.
pehh,khusyuk ak tgk dorg keje,
smbil tu,ak n cousins melantak cekodok nekcik.
haha.
DAH SIAP!

'teka-teki minda saadah"
ak pelik..
asl pelamin dye rendah?
trend bru ke?
knape tmpt sit ats bantal.?
satu pulak tu..
xkn nk share?
muat ke?ke xckup bantal.??

ak pn tnye la soaln tu sume kt makieka.
pastu dorg gelak..

"hahaha,laa,mmg la.
makieka tunang je,bkn kawen.
so,pelamin tu utk dye sorg je.
bkn pelamin tok besanding..
nk besanding tuggu kawen nnty"

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
skrg bru adah taw.
ye,sye akn bersiap sedia!haha